20121124

nafsu

melangkah lemah
menjari arah tuju
sedaya upaya mengingatkn kepada kebesaran Allah

orang kata
cinta itu membina
dan disaat ia membunuh mu
maka ia, bukan lagi cinta yang positif

puas, mengucup tasbih2
merayu
mohon diberikan hidayah dan taufiq

agar
diri ini tdk hanyut dibawa arus dunia
tiada kemusnahan yang lebih teruk
selain dari fitnah dunia
yang meng-alpha-kan
jiwa yang ralik di bawa arus nafsu

kotabharu,2:50AM / 11Muharam 1434

20121011

rumah

dirumah
next paper 14hb

dirumah
dari radiohead, the strokes, coldplay, incubus, paramore, taylor swift layan

dirumah
next paper 14hb

dirumah
harini dah 11hb

dirumah
ada 15 chapter utk direvised

dirumah
next paper 14hb

20120928

between lust and love


credit : tumblr

along this 3 semester
one of the best lesson i have learned is during BEL311 classes
my madam is a very inspirational people. despite her past which is that is between she and Allah
every single words come from her mouth got me thinking

and one of the best thing she ever told to us is
"20years from now. whenever you do something, ask yourself . will you regret this later?"

:)

and now
without no doubt (well, for this moment)
20years from now, even though we are not meant to be together
still,being yours is the best feeling i have ever experienced
no regret

i thought i have make the worst decision ever
but i realized now, i couldnt bare losing you
don't get sick of me please 

:)


20120926

stay calm cause final is approaching

bercinta.
bukan mudah.

acapakali, bila kau terasa kau sudah bersedia.
when you are not

the scariest part about being in relationship is
memberi dan menerima part

will i be able to survive this?
kerana aku tahu, apabila timbulnya masalah kelak hari
aku akan menjadi puncanya

for once
i have a clear vision about who i am
with final approaching
this shit got me screwed

yet i know
if i lose you one day
it will take forever for me
to forgive myself and our memory

okay
harus kuat
kental
stay calm and focus on final.

20120907

kental

untuk kesekian kali-
aku pujuk jiwa aku
untuk tidak ambil peduli, pada perkara aku tidak mampu
untuk apa dirisaukan perkara yang kita tidak pasti
berhenti-

hati ini
biarlah sekental hati kanak-kanak Palestin
yang gagah membela agama dan negara mereka
meskipun dilimuri darah

20120906

comeback


When your world seems to be crumbling, remember that the Almighty will definitely come to your help.

When your road seems to be closed, remember that the Almighty will open many more new roads.

When you are let down by those closest to you, remember that the Almighty never let's you down so make Him even closer.

When you suffer a loss, remember that the Almighty rewards you upon your patience &
 endurance far more than what you have lost.

When you feel so lonely because everyone has left you, remember that the Almighty will never forsake you.

When you have sinned so much, remember that the Almighty will forgive you if you repent truly & return to His Path.

When you get up every morning, thank the Almighty for giving you another chance to mend your ways before you finally meet Him.

When you are sad, remember that to look for the path of He who created you for He Alone can make you truly happy.

Praise Him for indeed All praise is due to the one who loves us so much that He always declares Himself Most Compassionate, Most Merciful!

-by Mufti Ismail Menk