i was reading this novels. and the author, Jodi Picoult's which obviously was well known among bookworms i bet and the story is all about how a mother's handling and raising her 2 sons as a single mother's. so one of her sons's is diagnosed with Aspergers and here's the point why i wrote this post.

first

i could never imagine, one day. in future. one of my child are diagnosed with Aspergers.

second

and could never imagine, how i'm gonna react with this kind of situation.

third

will, the guy who i married. the guy who is father to that child willingly to stay with me and accept everything with open heart because apparently Emma Hunt's (the character in the novel that i read right now) her husbands not there for her.

forth

and most at all. i could never imagine how my future's gonna looks alike or to be precisely how my spm result gonna be

so obviously. this's started getting ridiculous. overthinking somehow lead to destruction -_-

since this post is kinda mengtensionkan. i'm gonna leave something as a punch line for today post.

nothing is better than this (unless you're beliebers)

credit: tumblr (obviously)

ps: btw, novel that i'm reading right now is HOUSE RULES by Jodi Picoult.totally recommended