say hello to may

one day before may.it was such a perfect day.the royal wedding ceremony somehow made my day. and i don't know why. i'm just proud to be able to witness it. now,i have something to be told and pass to my future child/grandchild. both couples look amazing and they seems like were born for each other. and harry, i wondering how it felt like to lose someone who always be on your side. because, everytime i am thinking of my beloved brothers getting married.it somehow made me sad. i feels like a little kids who lose her favorite toys.

and aside from that. i wish, what happen between their parents didn't happen to them. i think, they (wiliam and harry) already suffered a lot from that. and i don't want the same thing happen to their child in future.

and yes, the dress kate wearing made by sarah burton is really really gorgeous. sarah burton is creative director for alexander mcqueen,a british. which that is why they decided to let her design and make the dress. the best wedding dress is, the one which makes u feel like you want to get married wearing that dress.and, that dress wore by kate makes me feel like that. i never thought of marriage (or to be precisely,i dont want to get married) but, kate somehow gave me hope. that, dream will come true. never say never bak kata JB :P

and it's already may.how time flies. i got an offer from matrikulasi. but i decided not to go. i am done with science. besides,i already know what i want to be. and i wish, i will be able to get through all the challenges. i wish,eveything will be better.

i dont know why i am typing this post. but, i never felt this happy and calm before this. deep inside me,i am sick being a sad and depressed girl. i know,this happy feeling won't last forever. but, i am trying the best that i can. to control myself.

hopefully everyone is having a great time to,xx

psst: there was one empty chair during the wedding ceremony.it was reserved for princess diana.