hello monsoon

i dont usually feel this way ever since i've been entering university. well,i do feel this way but not as bad as this. homesick. yup,a so sudden homesick. perhaps because of the serenity and peace that surrounding my life right now. monsoon is a heaven for me. and when it comes to monsoon season i preferred stuck at home. enjoying this season by sipping hot drinks while reading something fun.

at one point. i've to motivate myself by reading LOTS of motivation writing.

i feel bad. when i look at my papa and mama. i feel sorrow deep inside my heart. and i keep telling myself, to not overthinking and look forward for something positive. i wanted to make my parents proud of me.

it's raining heavily right now. and i know, my heart is also crying. this rains seems crying for me,for my heart.