trapnest: everything happen for reason

after the whole fucking thing that happen today.i decided to let go all of it through writing *sigh* the last time i feel this sad,angry,mad,nigga nigga and asdfghjkldfghj is *thinking* I DONT KNOW!! but for sure this is gonna be the last fucking time i do this! and i ~~swear~~ promise, I WONT DO AND FALL FOR THIS FUCKING SHIT ANYMORE

it all started, when i read this tweet. saying this 'guys, don't forget to vote for our boys'

and i was like. what the hell is this shit? and i click the link and it bring me to this site where it turn out that, chosun sport (a korea newspaper) is holding a competition musician of the year. and the tight competition between bigbang and HoMin/dbsk and i was like

so, we can vote more than once. every single second (well,not really.after you enter your vote.wait until 10 to 15 seconds so that your vote will be count) and yes, I CANT REMEMBER HOW MANY TIMES I VOTE! so, supposedly. IT WAS SAID AND MENTION THERE, THAT THE LAST DATE FOR VOTING IS TODAY. 7th fucking march 2011. and last night, when i open that site. it was fucking tight competition between HoMin and ~~my precious boys~~ BIG BANG

and everyone (yes, the rest vip's) was like

well not exactly, that was to smooth. maybe this one

yup, i think so. because this is precisely how i'm react when i saw it. so we are competing with cassie. and i started all this thingy, midnight. after i'm done watching merlin (OMFG THEY CUT THAT KISSING PART.SCREW TV3!!) now, let move on

so i vote and vote and vote and vote, while watching back sbs gayo 2009 and i vote,i vote,i vote and then, i look at the computer time, it's already 4:30AM. and those cassie (fanclub name for dbsk) was like oh what the fuck, DONT THEY GOT NOTHING TO DO? IF ALL OF THEM IS WAITING FOR SPM RESULT TO? and the gap between big bang and dbsk vote is soo tiny

and all the vip's was like

everyone was cheering 'VIP'S DONT SLEEP.YOU BETTER VOTE OR I WILL BE ANGRY. VIP'S WHERE THE HELL YOU ARE. OMG I'M SLEEPY ALREADY. I GOT CLASS TO ATTEND TOMORROW/THIS MORNING. BUT WE ALREADY VOTE MORE THAN 50TH TIMES. CAN SOMEONE HACK THIS SITE? and etc' omg,seriously. I EFFING LOVE MY FANDOM :') they are like the best thing in in my entire life :'>

so, i was staying all night just for this whole voting stuff. if only my study spirit is like this *facepalm* and i swear, only big bang can turn me like this -_- so, i look at the clock again, and it's already 5:55AM. i'm already sleepy BUT i still, keep voting. keep voting. and the gap is still won't change. those cassie are nuts -_-

then, 8AM i decided to stop. to take shower, get some rest. eat breakfast. then,i lay comfortably in my bed. and i FALL asleep. when i wake up, it's already 12:45PM! and i was like,omg. whose win! whose win! i take shower first, and go get something to eat. and open my computer. open my twitter. click the link. because, it was suppose to be, the vote close 7th 3, 12PM (korea time)

and when i open it to see who's the winner. the vote is change, the date is change. EVERYTHING IS CHANGE and they are doing REVOTE. yes, fucking REVOTE.

and all the vip's was like (especially me)