there will be time, when you feel insecure of yourself. wait, have u ever feel in that kind of way? because, unfortunately that's how i'm feeling right now.

frankly, i always mad at those people. who, really i wonder did they ever heard and know grateful words? those people who, got super supportive parents. who support and love u in every single ways you are. cherish you, menatang bagai minyak yang penuh senang cerita k. and then, you got bunch of true and fake friends, who remember you birthday, who always there for you. and then, you are one of those lucky people, who God cherish your life by making you as an intelligent person. it doesn't matter, even you don't study at all. you still can achieve an excellent result. no,i'm not mad at that whole effing fucking thing

the thing that, when you don't get what you want. eg: the so-call-TRUE-LOVE. u started to complain, how empty your life is *facepalm* i know, this is not kinda my business. but seriously bitch, get your mind on the right track! BE FUCKING GRATEFUL AND IT'S NOT EVERYTHING YOU WANT YOU CAN HAVE IT.

seriously someone need to be grateful with what they have now.