#9

baru2 ni, hidup macam terisi dengan perkara yang tak agak berfaedah. ok jom mulakan dari mana datangnya ideologi kegiatan yang memenuhi masa. beberapa hari yang lalu, saya telah menerima seruan untuk meng-create acc twitter yang baru. YES TWITTER!

yg lama,gatal pergi deactivate,agahlah kononnya tak perlukan dah semua twitter acc ni TAK! saya perlukannya! sebab salah seorang artis korea yang saya cinta gila baby la. nama dia gong minzy. dia cute, dia dari 2ne1. dan kepada yang tak tahu, saya ni bolehlah diletakkan dalam puak kipas-susah-mati (die hard fans) 2NE1! kalau 2ne1 datang malaysia. memang aku menangis berbaldi-baldi sebab nak pergi jumpa dorang (amen,mintak2 dapat)

so, lepas tu. eh eh, twitter ni kan kan kan. femes sangat dalam kalangan peminat korea. so jangan terkejut beruk la sometimes ada sesetengah artis korea ni jadi trending. so,aku pun dah termasuk dalam puak2 tu. jadi,bila buat. dapat kenal kawan2 dari seluruh dunia.awwww. kan berfaedah dah jadinya. so,ada la beberapa kawan yang SAYANAKJUMPAAWAKBILASAYAPERGIOVERSEASNANTI! kita cuka cangat2 buat kawan baru (walaupun grammar bersepah, tapi dorang boleh terima.sob sob. thanks guys) OH TIDAK, jangan expect jodoh dtg (tp kalau dah takdir,ok ok cut!)

jadi semenjak dari tu. twitter plus benda paling awesome dalam dunia, T***** (TAK NAK CAKAP, SEBAB NANTI KORANG PON JOIN -_-") menemani kehidupan seharian aku. memang, COMPLETE lah hidup aku sekarang. orang lain mengadu hidup dorang kosong. aku gelak macam ni

ok, macam kejam gila je gelak macam tu (-.-") tp hakitkatnya. huhu. kita cuka. kita cuka. lepas tu, aku belajar banyak gila baby la. jumpa kenalan cyber baru. dapat gaduh2 dengan bitch yang entah muncul dari mana tak tahu. haish (-.-")

dan 29hb ni. teka what i am gonna do? YES! betul. BALIK KL! (*__*) walaupun agak seram, sebab seriously internet connection kat sana slow mengalahkan siput. tapi, kita cuka sebab kita boleh jumpe kawan kite. kalau tak dapat jumpa, memang aku pengal T_T, jadi sampai sini sahaja (eleh,macam ada orang baca) kisah hidup gua. adios muah muah.

#8

#7

lucunya, masa tengah enak search dekat youtube lagu BoA

DO DONG!

tiba2 je, terkembali ke zaman pop yeah2. apa dia? nih ha,menipu gila kalau korang tak tahu penyanyi2 ni (unless korang dilahirkan dan membesar dengan Justin Bieber punya lagu)

ini fev ♥♥

dulu selalu tunggu, ternanti2 lagu ni kat corong radio dan tv. memang minat gila gilalah dekat dorang ni. tak boleh nak cakap apa lah,minat gila lah.

lagi, ini pun suka gila. hafal woh (maaf, saya masa kecik. nak sebut english pun macam payah. sekarang pun melekat lagi, tapi at least saya boleh pronounce certain difficult words correctly)

nostalgic gila. sekarang aku dah faham,kenapa abang aku pernah buat perbandingan budak zaman dia dengan budak zaman millennium *angguk* eh tak -_- takkan aku nak buat. tak layak aku dibuatnya

#6

saturday, jan 22,2010

recently i have lost my 'magic' hands to describe how i feel through writing. i used to be crazy with u-wrote-to-express-yourself. but nah,i cant its quite sad since once-upon-a-time i used dreaming to be an author. i want to write something that people can relate to. i (even) want to become a music writer (ok,dont boo.everyone has their own dream)

and so, ever since i stopped becoming a blogger last year. i lost all my abilities to write. i cant even think any single words can make people awe once they read what i wrote. no,i cant anymore.

but lets end that, so today was a blast. i had so much fun with my girls (ilham,firah and nik) those girl are my precious gem and I LOVE THEM TO DEATH. the beginning was quite fucking (guess,i bump into my old-enemy, if u were reading this. ok,i'm no longer interested with you. you can do whatever you want. because seriously, i got plenty of things need to be worried instead dealing with you,so I hoped you and him had a blessed marriage one day) :) <--to show my sincerity

and so, once i meet my ilham. i cant help from not smiling widely and screaming (inside) hug her tightly and she was beautiful as always :) and we went to eat. and an hours later, firah and nik appeared and blah blah. I WAS HAPPY. thats all, i dont care if they dont appear like how they promised to be. they are here and thats all.

*spend 5hours with my girls

ok. i wont told you how its going on. i'm just gonna keep it for myself. and saying goodbye is hards x,( and i come home happily with smile (actually, i wasnt feeling very well today.but hell, NO ONE CANT STOP ME FROM MEETING MY GIRLS!) i already missing them already now T_T but let me leave some love notes here:

DEAR GF(S)

i love meeting you guys,and i hope this wont be the first and last. urmmm i dont really know how to express my love, all i can say. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH! ♥♥

psst: i just notice how i hate taking pictures recently -.-" so yup, there's no pictures of today adventure. but i DO save it in my brains and i'm gonna keep it FOREVER:)

#5

im just one of those ghost

#4

macam biasa, menghbiskn masa2 yang aku ada dengan perkara yg tidak diketagorikan sebagai berfaedah (namun diklasifikasikan oleh orang mcm aku sebagai perkara yang enak atau puas) mungkin sebab, mindset aku ni. Muda hanya sekali. Mati tidak akan kembali.

ok, cakap pasal mati memang tak enak ouch.

tapi bila tatap dan chatting dengan girlfriends tercinta. aku sedar, aku memang rindu gila dengan diorang. Ya Allah, mudahkanlah pertemuan kami kali ini. semoga dilancarkan apa yang aku rancangkan selama ni. walaupun 29hb jan masih lambat. but dem, a few months more before hari gila2 datang.

2011 is gonna be one of the most craziest years for me. well, tak jugak sebab hakikatnya setiap tahun akan jadi tahun yang gila. kuat mana mampu aku handle tu je masih tak terjawab.-xoxo

#3

there is a moment when i felt completely a loser daughter. i mean, i cant cook (at this age, im the one who supposed to cook for my parents and they should sit at their new chair melenggang-lenggang like a little cute babies)

and at this ages, im supposed to act mature already. instead being over sensitive whenever my parents refused to buy me new heels what i want -.- there is no guarantee that i am going to have a superb results (which i wish i could) :( i want to apologize to them,but the words wont and dont want to come out. i feel my heart is broken into every tiny pieces when i saw tears on my dad eyes when he thinking hardly what he supposed to do with his child(s) once he retire.

i feel like i wanna punch every single fucking person who hurts my parents feeling. there are a lot of fucking people (relatives,friends and anonymous) who treat my parents badly while my parents being nice to them all times. my parents are to nice to be treat in such a bad way especially my papa. i hate them fucking deeply,until now, until this single sencond

but mostly, i hate myself more. because of who i am, i wish i could be a better person like my parents wish me to be:(

i couldnt imagine how my life gonna turn like once my parents no longer here,by my sides. i seriously cant face it. its gonna be the most fucking moment in my life. i dont want it to happen. not now, not until im the one who go first.