10things that

annoyed me lately, and i freaking hate it

1. facebook (explained why i rarely online my facebook) and i dont have any solid reasons why. boring already perhaps?

2.stupid tag from people that i dont know (i know i'm not alone too,xoxo) :P

3.tumblr

because NOWADAYS people keep talking like 'oh my God,u know what.facebook is full of drama. I love tumblr more than facebook because u know what.here we got easily with each other, facebook is full of mirror pictures and peace sign pose and blah blah' here's what i think, u know.it's fucking why now i hates tumblr. because people like them. and u know what's another tumblr probs now? 'THE-ONE-WHO-SHALL-NOT-BE-NAMED-AND-A-WANNABE-TUMBLR-FAMOUS'

and excuse me with 'here we got easily with each other', by stealing someone artwork and change into 'oh-this-is-mine' ?? a long time ago, tumblr used to be like that.but now,no more.

and worst at all, the police grammar.

i'm just gonna shut this off. because,i dont think i deserved to explain this as my english are freaking bad. i'm just wanna say. before you judging someone, u like seriously need to go to the mirror and look at yourself and said 'why im so perfect,i should died'

but i still love tumblr. tumblr was my second-love-in-sight.cuttttttttttt

4.kpop

AHA! i just realized how scary some die-hard-fans can be (include me) one of thing i regret most in this world besides my stupid ex's and my old crush are knowing kpop.

1st:they drive you crazy.

2nd; i cant denied how addictive they are.

3rd; u-are-slowly-gonna-turn-haters. because, kpop industry. it's normal u see those idol group.some of them DO plastic surgery, they lips-sync, they wear shorpants, they do buttdance, they do kawaii pose, they act cute and so on. it's kinda turned off. BUT the fans, they're dieing for them.

i used to be part of those haters. but slowly,i realized. what's the point hating them. like they are gonna know. so here it's. if u hate them, just keep for yourself. stop judging them. stop listening to them. u can just said 'oh,their music is not my taste' not by making failed forum or website or whateva.

here are some comment i still remember until now from some haters

"i wish she are gonna get rape by that person"

"she's fugly bitch"

"why dont he go and killed himself"

"people like them should died"

I hate people who only listen to one type of music and criticise everyone else for listening to something else

-flawlessbitch.tumblr.com

maybe i should put this first not facebook ._.

5. secret garden drama

i couldnt accept that kind of story line. enough said ._.

but oh my God, since when hyun bin looks so handsome?

skip to nom 6

6.ageing

I know. I know. this is a super sensitive issues. but, what i'm trying to say is. wait,I should just change the tittle. ok forget about it, what i am trying to say here is, being 18, being an ex spm candidate that waiting for her result that soon gonna come out is seriously squeezing me to extreme level.

so, yesterday my mom keep telling me to fill the UPU form and decide what me gonna do in future because me results are gonna come out and me gonna died becos me are not fully miss Independence like in neyo song and me not ready to AGEING (NO,that's not what my mom said to me)

and soooooooooooooooo, as you know. i'm sort of useless human being as i enjoyed latte than sky juice, i love shopping than making money, i love sleeping than clean my bedroom everyday, i love eating than cooking.muahaha -__- ok,this is not funny. this's freaking scary! and soooo, the point is. please stop asking me what im gonna be in future *bow* because, I know what imma doing, I know what's good and what's bad. I know already. i just not sure (what's the difference)

maybe i should put this at 2nd ._.

7. people who dont know how to write well.

eg"aq x cukew 3ngk0 wat cam ni tat aq"

or

@w@k$ $@y@ suk3 sgt dgn @aw@k$

or

d0 u kNoW HoW 2 sp33L C0rReCtLy?

dear Anwar Hadi. i know this might gonna turn u off (if u're reading this) but kingsley is one of my fev guy in this earth and i just wanna show how i am truly LOVE this video and malaysian (all!) should (MUST MUST MUST) watch this video

gambar tiada ada kena mengena dengan personal feeling.harap maklum -_-

psst: sangat yakin bukan aku seorang je yang kongsi perasaan terhadap manusia yang kurang pandai mengeja ni!

8. skip to 9

9. taylor swift and her break up story

she's one of people who inspired me alot (in past). but, dear. breaking someone heart and turn it as a (HIT) song is seriously not good. once ago, her song used to relate to what i feel eg: fifteen, you're not sorry, Innocent. but, now. i dont think song that she are gonna make based on her experience with jake gyllenhaal are gonna make me feel the same way she used to make me feel

10. and the last one. the last one. the thing that irritates me are, MYSELF. because of 1st until 9th reason. i should really learn how to 'idgaf' i should applied it in my daily life. i REALLY should started from now

so, what about u guys?-xx

life and hopes

the moment i start typing this post. it's already 5:49am. i was forcing myself,not to go sleep because the next day. i'm going to go back to normal life. i'm going home. yes, a place where i called home, kelantan. one weeks in KL was seriously the most happiest thing for me. this is place where i was born, my childhood memory all was treasure here (even though i couldnt recalled back my childhood memory. it seems has lost it way)

btw, the reason why I forced myself not to fall asleep is because i have this kind of syndrome which I can't wake up earlier in the morning. usually, i'll wake up about 11am-1pm. somewhere between there. depends on the weather. so, to prevent any un-timing moment. this is it, i had to forced myself to stay awake. besides, along the journey I can sleep for the whole day. and thank to my lovely twitter friends who willing to talk with me. Love yall tightly

so, this is it. i already started missing my brothers, friends and gosh, i feel terrible. there're lots of WANTED friends that i fucking seriously havent meet them for ages:( i miss them, i truly miss them. seriously when we're gonna meet? because I seriously cant get enough now.

as much i am looking forward for 24th of february (it was a comeback for one of my fev bands in this universe,BIGBANG) and yes, it's also my mother birthday and also, I heard it was also day lady gaga latest single 'born this way' was launched. omfg, so many greats thing are scheduled to happen. but, at the same moment. i was freaking scared of my upcoming spm results. seriously, how time flies. felt like just yesterday i was screaming as spm already come to the end. rewinding back, i havent done anything beneficial except making some of new friends. trying my best to improve my grammar through tumblr,twitter,blog and so on. and also, i think my cooking skill also improved now. weeee:D

another, i feel like i was far away from God. i'm not a religious person (like some people assume me to be) now, i always woke up late. i missed my subuh prayer (and i qada' it later on,still it's not good) I dont recite Al-Quran as much as I always do previously. i'm seriously scared. i was aware that world is not going to last forever and our time is short. but still, i'm doing a bad thing.

and now, in a few weeks more to. the result are going to come out. I cant imagine how my result gonna looks like. I just wished I could accept everything that God already set for me. I know anything happen reasons. yes it is. all I need to do, just relax and calm down. enjoyed every single things i can and I should do and i'm gonna put smile on my face no matter what. yes that's my february resolution,xx

pictures credit: tumblr